The Undisputed Truth

Its simply amazing how much has happened over the past 6 months, during the period this blog has been pretty much inactive. Life has pretty much bitchslapped me, hard. A lot of changes as well.

First of all, I’ve been complaining about school for years, but here I am, back as a postgraduate Masters student.. Amazing. Why? Well, I was bored. Thats about it. The thing about a masters degree though is you don’t really have the time to tell the world “fuck you”, club all week, wake up in the afternoon everyday, or in other words, be an undergrad. The workload is ridiculous. Its like we’re just supposed to eat, read, go to the class and repeat. No showers, sleep, breathing, or anything. But whatever, its keeping me busy, and right now that does a lot for me.

Apart from that, someone really close to me passed away. I consider this person to be my hero, my strength, my pillar, my soulmate, my everything, from the day I was born to now. Its been 2 months since this happened. Life will never be the same, and its not even fulfilling anymore to me. Happiness is unattainable now, scattered happy moments will have to suffice. In good times, I miss her for not being there to share them with me, and in bad times, I miss her for not being there to lean on. Its fucked up.

Lastly, what was my once lovely girlfriend is now my worst enemy. Try trusting someone 100% for years and just watching them turning on you, stabbing you in the back, becoming a different person and spitting in your face for no fucking logical reason whatsoever.

You may see a shift towards more personal stuff in this blog. I just don’t have the zeal or time anymore to be up to date like dota-utilities.com and shit to post up stuff ASAP. I will definitely post more during the week though about random topics of interest. A lot has happened in that realm too, we’re up to like…what? DotA 6.64 now? Not to mention Heroes of Newerth coming out which is pretty much DotA…but 10x better in graphics.

Ah well, let me go back and read some more school shit.